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Spiral

I still don't know.

And yes, I know how awful it is that they have dragged it out so long. Believe me.

I can hardly get myself up in the mornings. I want to be anywhere but here. I have long daydreams about packing a bag and sitting at the airport, flying on any flight that has space, to anyplace they want to take me.

I don't like to feel helpless like this. I don't like the lack of control all of us have on this situation. I don't trust anyone and have started to feel totally unimportant.

I know it will all be over soon. I know it will all turn out ok. I just want it to be okay NOW. I want to feel happy again. Scarf

10:03 a.m. - March 21, 2007



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